I love snow, i could watch it fall forever. It makes the world more beautifull too and when everything is white it gives off a calm feeling... pitty the calm feeling didnt last. Im SO fucked off with work. First of all theres Louise who just ditches me on the tills and even when i ask her to come back so i can do something she doesnt bother. I cant be fucked with her. Then theres the fact everyone is getting more breaks because they smoke and NOW instead of doing the 3-7 shift and then going to my interivew at 5 they are making me do a 12-7 shift and making me go to the interview on my break so that means i dont even fucking get to eat tomorrow. I cant be fucked with that FUCKING work place anymore. I better get this job if not im going to quit anyways. I like this...im used to writing in a book journal that i carry with me at times...but i never find time for it. This is much better, i can do this while i talk to people. By the way be ready for rants and very long parragraphs that make no sense. I love the snow so much...i know it sounds stupid and corny that it makes me calm. But it really does. I could walk and walk and walk and it would make me so happy (if im wrapped up properly) because it makes the world seem...i dont know...less dangerous...no...just like i am in my own little fantasy world. Like when im in the forest...problem is no one shares my view and when its snowing it dissapeares very quickly :( *Sigh*. Its like the only physical ways i can dissapear into my world...instead of just shutting my eyes....