Well...hm...lets see... I quit my job! woot. 2 weeks and then im done, no more tkmaxx!!!! THANK FUCK! is all i can really say about that! I was uber ill since thursdayish so i said to one girl at work (louise) that if i still felt ill i would phone in sick on friday and on saturday. So when i phoned in sick on friday i got compleatly screamed at down the phone by my boss because louise had told them i was going to do it. Fucking backstabbing bitch. I help her and thats how she repaied me. SO the only words she got from me on saturday (because i had to go in and they made me work an extra 2 hours) was "i want my fiver back btw" without looking to her and "what the fuck is this" at her mess she left. If she DARES tries to pull any shit with me in these weeks left im going to do what she did to me and get the higher arckee on her. Mark was here from wednesday to this morning. I love him being with me, cant wait 9 weeks seriously. But thing is that hes applying for a better job down in manchester (which i insisted apon and stand by that.) But manchester is so uber busy, and people have no manners there...but...blah. Its not my choice of place but if mark gets the job i will move for him. With mark i'm happy. No idea what kind of job i could get down there...not as if im qualifighed for anything...i could go to college? get a weekend job...or night job...blah. Im just scared i suppose. I will become nothing while living off mark. I love him so much. I want him to be happy and sucessfull. I really want to get back into my photography. But i need my bloody camera fixed. I miss just being able to go wandering and taking pictures. Damn camera, its a bloody manafacturing fault too which means it was going to break when i bought it anyways. ARG. ah well. Will get it all done eventualy. This is proberly extreamly long but i dont care. god i could seriously do with hurting louise. Cant get over what a two faced bitch she is. BLAH all is well. ***********UPDATE!!!!!************* FOUND MY BIRTHCERTIFICATE!!!! which means i can send off for my licence!! :D FINALY!! IM GOING TO DRIVE!!!