Work today was boring. UBER busy but boring. Woot, last week of work. Just no one will fucking swap shifts with me so i can get tuesday off. Its my sister's 18th. The main thing upsetting me at the moment is having to wait. I have been building up for about a year now of wanting to be with Mark. He finishes college in about 8 weeks or something and he and i were going to live together right after that. Now thats not even happening anymore Now you know when christmas is coming when your a kid and your looking forward to it soooo much that the days pass longer and the time leading up to it takes AGES. Well this is like that. But now its gotten even longer because we have decided to live in manchester and we cant move out until Mark has a job and has money and untill i have money which is not going to happen until about christmas. Im going to go mental. He doesnt even understand how upseting it is for me. Its like when you build something up and it doesnt turn out like you wanted it too. That already happened this year with a special thing and now this. Why do i have to wait longer? God this sucks. I dont even want to talk about it with him. Hes treating it as if im being like a child. So what if i am? Im fucking upset and he asked to talk so i talked. Like i actualy care about anything else at the moment. Just that :( Blah. Karin if you read this entry i have finished your tattoo if you want to stay online at some point. Im always on at 9. meh.