zonked...what a great mood word :D i just had to put it. Reason i havent updated much is because my fiancé has been up and i have spent all my time with him. Had such a great time, i miss him so much already. I SO cant wait till he moves here! Grr to beth. Stupid bitch. No longer have to deal with her now mwhahahaha. Want my baby here! grr i hate how we live so far away from each other!! Damn fate...but then again...im happy with it because i have found my soul mate where as alot of people wont. They will find someone they love, but not always their soul mate. *sigh* just wish we could be together now! im impatient! Not much new to be honest! Will update if i think of anything else :P