God i seriously need out of this house. My parents are forever putting me last and putting my brother and sister before me, no matter how much they bad mouth me they let them get away with it. And when im trying to concentrate or when im watching my shows or something and they are shouting and i tell them to be quiet i get shouted at for shouting at them even though they were the ones making the noise in the first place! God im always put fucking last in this house no matter what. I cant even play my music loudly. How pathetic is that?! My dad does it all the time and mum doesnt complain but as soon as i do it she gets pissed off. My brother can play on his skateboard in the living room which wakes EVERYONE up at like 7:30 am but when i was little and i did it with my rollar blades i got bolloched at. He can play his games loudly and when hes off school its like a holdiday, that goes for both of them. I need out. If i move out before mark gets here though im skrewed because i dont know how to handle things on my own. But i seriously cant take living here anymore...ARG.