God i absolutly loath myself. From my going bald head to my horrible feet. There is NOTHING i like about myself except my eyes which show who i am but no one even knows that. Im going to have fucking denchers before im 25. Fact. Im going to be bald by the time im 21. Im going to proberly be in a grave when im 30. I cannot stand myself. I loath myself, i have no will power to stop myself from even fucking dying. I just want to curl up in my room and wish it all away. I cant do anything, im such a failure. AND DONT ANY OF YOU DARE SAY IM NOT. None of you know truely how much pain this is causing me. To see your mother cry over it because there is nothing she can do to help. I want so badly for someone to be able to make me better but there is no way, there is only me who can do it. I cant even do it. I have tried so hard. There is no way out. I see no way out. I need help