I sought out in times of need The only responce was intentions of greed Only willing to feed Those vulnerable to it's trap I called out your name And waited for a sign The result of that was a quarter past nine That's when I realized it's only me Love is not the answer And thats how it will be I was once told You can't do it on your own It's not going to be easy So I buckled down and prepared for it all Then unexpected tragedy I'm loosing my mind I'm loosing control Kudoes to you, you're on a roll Now all of us come out on top I rise above and then start to drop Too many tears occur within my dreams Useless desires with no means I tear at my skin and watch As the blood beeds and drips It wont be too long now Before somebody slips Intentions lost in what is real In hopes to numb the pain And never to feel Call it a cowardly thing to say But I'm still waiting for The time for a better day Where I can wake up with a smile Where I wont have to rely on someone or pray I look up now and my skies are all gray I'm hopeless with no escape Tie it up, mend it with glue I tried using tape but that failed too This broken heart as seen better days Only fond of those betrayers and strays Sympathy is the last of its kind Now sit back and hit rewind Watch everything you do in one day Regret is the only thing I have to say Getting my hopes up too high For someone I knew, would deny There is nothing else I've tried it all before Now someone please help me up As I am drunken on the floor The world spins and I am oblivious Happiness is the only test Just numb it all away And that's all I have to say. -me