A journey started seventeen years Following through time All the pain, all the tears Forgetting silly notions Like carving initials in that tree Nothing means the same to me Look at things from an adult point of view You see it more clearly Then eventually you'll pull through Whatever happened to the time Where we could grow up at our own pace Now it's a neverending chase To thrive and survive Consumtions best when you're feeling low The smoke is forbidden but the bottle is full Spinning around in a dizzy maze Dancing around in a happy craze Only to realize when you're coming down The true meaning of false hope Yet time and time again It drowns your worries And even for those few hours That's all I want to be So simple and outgoinging You leave me here without a knowing Take a chance or walk away You're priceless but I still have to pay There's something about the way you smile That makes me sit back and think Beauty lies in such unexpanctancy You prooved that right By guiding me with your little light And what little hope you still have You're a saint in my eyes Digging tension into the vain Blood forms into a bead And it's just a way out Is all that I really need Open the door and let me move on Until I am happy and these memories are gone See the world and all it's glory Too many things stand anchored in my way Awkward silence and just one slip I look away and bite my lip They say rest in peace But I will not abide A long since forgotton lease And an unwelcomed ride Emotions cast away similar to the ride Why is he the only one I can confide So I grit my teeth in desperation Resulting in my self confrentation Close the door now, you might as well As I Slip away into shallow hell Created by by selfish desires But don't close your eyes If the wheel is still flat Then go and buy new tires Unruley message in the sky I'll follow you until I die -me