the point is, things leave imprints in your life, and this happened to be one of them, a great one, i dont regret a thing at all. its not how long you are with someone but what you think about when you are with them. happiness came and thats all that matters. so far she is the only one who has really made me happy, and will continue to do so regardless of whether we are "together" or not. so for now im just....chillin, and i guess im relieved now that everything has been straightened out. no hard feelings. :)