yes....im feeling fluffy. its this damn protein shake. i started drinking them. so i can get muscular haha. yeah like that will happen. i will always be a stick. :) anyway. <(((>< <--thats a fish this crazy dream i had, and this was about 2-3 days ago. but the reason im even going to write about it is.....I ACTUALLY REMEMBERED ONE OF MY DREAMS. haha. caues this was so crazy....here be why.... so the jist of it. i was basically having sex, if you will, with a good friend, unmentionable, but if you guess, youll NEVER figure it out, cause, it was random and not too many people know her. but, our clothes were on. so that was wierd then we both...umm...disappeared, maybe that scene was just the intro..who knows i sure dont. anyway....again... i ended up driving down to some random neighborhood. since i suppose im thinking about getting my liscence in a week, driving is on me mind. yeah. we came to this restauraunt. it was kind of like a whataburger/tacobell/wendys. cause thats what i said. what i say goes. i went inside, saw a kid that looked familiar from like elementary or middle school, but...he had a wig on, and was in drag. but thats perfectly acceptable. so...i walk in, and some random little kids, not little kids but like 13 year olds. are hanging around me, like im cool or something, but i didnt seem my actual age. yeah, we order some stuff, actually, i buy stuff, with a 10 dollar bill i believe. and then some crazy thing happens, i randomly walk into this room in the back, theres a tv, and a bunch of biker dudes and chicks with guns sitting around smoking. i walk in, say hey whats up, i must be in the wrong place. and they were nice and said goodbye, random..... then all of a sudden im outside on the street. and this street reminded me of san francisco, cause it was a big hill, with cars parked on both sides of the street. and strangely enough there was some construction work with dirt piles. so, the kids and i had a dirt clod fight. (ah good times) but then tanya was there too. very random. she just...poof out of no where. i guess because she is such a kid, and a troublemaker, haha i love you tanya. anyway. for the third anyway.... mmm peanut butter. oh thats just the protein shake speaking again, telling me to finish it. theres a bout a third left in one of those large Baja Fresh plastic cups. the hard plastic... moving on....there thats a new one.... so after the war thing. im back in the whataburger/tacobell/wendys.....and i see the kid in drag again, walking alongside lella. ha i just had to laugh. wow. i wont even go into that. but that was the last part of the dream. i was wondering how the fig newtons i got to that place, cause, i didnt recal having a car, because, all of a sudden the cars were gone. but i followed one of the kids to his house right down the street. we were in his driveway. it seemed like we were about to blow stuff up. and then i realized, holy shit. 4 of my good friends, well except for lella, were in my dream, crazy. and thats when i woke up. wierd huh? im not crazy im just at that stage in life where things are just interesting...... so that was fun kids huh? well tune in next time, ah screw it i say that too much. the Andy show's second season will premier when school starts and i have meaningful things to complain about..... i dont know, i use this diary for many of the wrong reasons, who cares, i dont. and thats what matters right?