so things are ok. the play is going pretty good. i auditioned for Improv, we will find out the results monday. im not expecting much, oh well. last night was the football game. that was cool. we lost 41 to 0 though, haha. and i asked a cheerleader to homecoming. i think she would have said yes if she wasnt going with 5 other girls. or not, well she was nice anyway. (dont worry im friends with her, although i might randomly ask someone someday)( but that would be wierd, cause, we wouldnt know each other. haha, ok im getting off this subject) so yeah, ill be searching for a date. just. a date. nothing more. i agreed, along with the other person, not to persue anything, its just better that way. too much pressure by other people. they are still giving me shit for it. and it sucks. thats why im still feeling bad about moving on so fast. i always feel bad that way. oh well its only highschool, and thats how life works. so, what else is happy. oh, brandons party was last night, that was ok, because i showed up an hour before it ended since i had the football game. its ok, marching band is better. and tonite is Matt's party, that will be fun, we are pretty good friends. Volleyball is awesome, and i think he said i could come over after the party. ha. after party, after his own party.....yeah, moving right along..... i have a lot of homework lately, stupid IB. im hungry. ill be back. be happy for me people, im not sad, sheesh. my life doesnt suck, things happen though, i get right back on that rocket ship though. ( i have a fear of horses, ever since i was 8, dont ask, well do, theres a lot you dont know about me, such as, i used to watch my little pony. yeah, well i was 9, and i watched blues clues, i was 15 then, oh wait, i still watch it. yeah. if you want to get to know me more, dont hesitate. you may discover something you never expected.) hmm, i think im done. but be happy. or... dont. whatever makes you feel good. you can be totally pissed off and lovin it. i felt like that yesterday. but. i got a B on my math test, woo thank god. which reminds me, i should look up my grade.