THE REAL TITLE: too long for a title because its really long, this entry is the summation of last week, induction week that is, and my thoughts on why the kids at my school suck, i probably forgot a bunch of things to say but please read it, i think you might enjoy hearing the escapades and adventures of me, for this is, the life of a drifter. I dunno im not in the greatest mood right now, dont know why, dont have a reason to be, guess thats just part of being a teen. so anyway, ill have to get into last week. first day: MIME DAY. basically i dressed up in some interestingly black tight pants, a crazy stripped french sailor shirt, red suspenders, and a golf burette. then i got to school and white face paint was put on, and black eyeliner. yeah i make a hot mime lol. everyone said i looked adorable for some reason haha. anyway. i was the best mime, i even did all the mimage the best. the box, the rope, you name it, i did it. :) then the next day, also interesting. HOBO DAY happened to be tuesday. good times, i had one of the best costumes again. and this time we asked for spare change all day as a fundraiser. the person who raised the most money would get a prize. i raised the most money, well, all but one fricken penny, which pissed me off cause the girl made 27.04, but she turned it in the morning of wednesday, so i was a little annoyed she got to do that. arg. but its ok cause i wasnt in it for the prize, the prize was lame anyway, we found that out at the icarus awards, which wil come later. so anyway the point was that i should have won cause i was amazing and she stooged me with one penny. oh well that was last week im over it. wednesday was quote day: really lame day thats why i didnt capitalize it. basically i had a quote i had to say every time someone asked me what it was. (had a sign on me that said ask me about my quote) so anyway my quote was "when you really want to love, you will find it waiting for you" by oscar wilde. it kind of made me sad cause its true, and then not true, yeah read previous pages if you want to find out what went on. anyway. but there was a specific quark to each quote. mine happened to be "twich excessively while saying this quote" arg is sucked. i was so bored with it. Thursday was INANIMATE OBJECT DAY: another lame day cause i could be the coat rack i wanted to be. i found out 7 in the morning that it would be impossible. so i decided to go as a floor lamp. wrapped an extention cord around my belt loops and it dangled to the ground. Put a lamp shade on my head, got a MagLight and i was set. pretty lame if you ask me but people in drama thought it was clever. yeah people laughed at me that day, and everyday. and its funny, different people laughed different days, cause i looked totally different on each day, which brings me to friday. Formal Day happened to be friday. so i wore my only suit. nice navy blue suit, and the kickassest tie ever. everyone loved that, the complimented me on how good i looked. but again the idiots that didnt know asked me, so why the fuck are you dressed up. and i stared them in the eye and said....well you can imagine what i said, not necessarily anything bad, but i didnt like explaining then, so i wont now :) and anyway that day was friday. here comes the random side-note-recap of that week before i go into the induction ceremony. SO, PEOPLE ARE FUCKHEADS IS WHAT IM GOING TO SAY. It takes a lot of fucking balls to do what i did and experience what i went through. its no fun having your own friend yell, "hey you dirty fucking hobo go back the fuck where you came from" and throw water bottles at you until you kick one at their face and they chase you down the hall. yeah that part of hobo day sucked. so basically people are selfish and immature, no one can appreciate anything. especially here in my fucking stuck up bitch town, everyone is a rich ass snob. it sucks balls. i mean im well off, i can survive, but barely sometimes. and these people take everything for granted. ive moved so many times, and havnt owned a house in six years, my parents have changed jobs frequently, but these assholes dont experience shit. especially the ones who have lived in AZ all their life. back to me though, it sucks being me and its awsome, i have the pleasure of observing everything, and being wellrounded. i love who i am, and now im going to brag because its about time i say something, people take advantage of my kindness. as im getting into this im getting more pissed off at these people i see everyday. concieted, selfish. no one understands what its like to be me and its so hard to explain what exactly it is. ive yet to find someone who is like me, but i guess thats the purpose of living? what is the purpose anyway? im not going to end life now, but is searching for your meaning the only goal in life? ugh its hard to understand these days. another thing. people are so worried about the future (im not trying to contradict what i just said) that they dont live in the now. they dont enjoy things, thats why im awsome. saying positive things is making me feel better. :) anyway. ah im mad at people right now. that is, the people i see and talk to everyday, and the ones at my school, of 2400 kids, thats why its so hard to get a voice or establish yourself in this damn place. everyone wants shit for themselves. see the thing is, im not popular. but i want to make myself known, there is a difference. i want to keep the friends i have, but have random people say, oh yeah that andy kid, he kicks ass, hes a great trumpet player, hes in IB, hes an awsome actor. so maybe i just need to continue and they might see, maybe im just complaining about nothing right. but ill see. ok arg this is getting too random and my thoughts arent clear anymore so ill stop the bitching, but i had to get something out, since ive kept in about 2 years of shit. i sure as hell hope this saves and i dont have to re do it. mayube ill save it now. yeah onto microshit word. ok hold on. new paragraph to explain the good times again. SO FRIDAY NIGHT: 3 o clockio. induction ceremony. lots of good words were said. "love the art in yourself, not yourself in the art" this is by far the best quote ive heard ever, even if ive known and lived by it for two years now. im glad i have these gifts, but i want people to know them, not because i want glory, but because i want to be known. known for making people laugh, i entertain for a reason. the satisfaction on people’s faces brings myself that joy and satisfaction. but, no one realizes anything. so anyway, ive been informed im not supposed to talk about this, so i deleted it. dont worry its not all that special..... Next came the icarus awards right after the induction. this was sad and hilarious and exciting and everything jampacked into what it should be. we watched a video that reflected the year in drama, winters tale, boys next door, fuddy meers, all good times. its sad, we watched what the seniors had to say too, how they enjoyed everything. im really going to miss all of them. it seems like drama wont be the same, but then we will step up and pull our weight, and it will kick ass like it always does. and we all got "chili" awards. i recieved two. one from alex, one from tanya. "Most likely to be the next Urbom, Award" cause hes an awsome actor, and everyone thinks ill be just as good if not better than him in two years, without the asshole part of course lol. so anyway, the second part to that was "because everyone THINKS and WISHES YOU WERE GAY" haha this is hilarious. people dont really think im gay but they wish i was, im handsome, in drama, i can act(obvoiusly) and im a nice guy. plus im not afraid to put on makeup or wear womens clothing (and hang around in bars lol, from monty python, nevermind but i hope someone gets that joke, the lumberjack song, anyway) yeah and im not homophobic. hmm, i am really emotional too. so i guess you could say im like the typical gay man, only without the liking men part, cause i dont swing that way. here is my philosophy...ive got my own penis, why would i want someone elses. and as for certain things, thats what a woman is there for. women can do a lot more things men cant, so there, sorry guys but im staying straight :) oh which brings me to the next segment. So after we cried when the seniors got on the "red carpet" and we congratulated them and such, the tradition follows, we all go to Sugar Bowl. Ah grrreat time. yeah as i said before tanya kept yelling, "all my gay friends are here, YAY" ahah well that was funny. she had to mumble under her breathe a few times "coughnotgaycough" as i walked by lol. it was funny. i even had one of them try to get me to come out. but see im not gay so that didnt work. it was funny. he said being gay is a lot better than being straight. ugh it was hilarious you had to be there. yeah and apparently there are these "gay points" and five points is getting someone to admit or proving that someone is gay. yeah and 100 points is a trip to hawaii, ahhaha my god this was funny. anyway. yeah, ok i think the world is a little shocked by this stuff so ill stop. hmm i guess thats all i had to say. wow. im done. this cant be cause this is my longest entry and i want to keep going. how long can my entry be? oh well. im lost for words now. talk to me later if you want any more opinions. Over and Out....and so ends this episode of the Andy show "look into the life of a drifter" ive been here done that so im sure i can offer someone out there somewhere some kind of advice. and hopefully, ill get some in return. hopefully. :)