Sigh. Somedays, I swear that Id give it all up just to feel like Im actually worth something. Even just for one second. One Second. Me n Josh got in a big fight so whats new. And Ive been the horrible girlfriend so whats new. Ive made him so mad that he had to hang up on me or else hed say really really mean things to me so whats new. Ive been blamed and Ive been cornered and Ive been hurt so whats new. Really, its the same thing over and over. And if Im so horrible, why are you still here? If you can feel those kinds of things about me, then why are you still here? Ive burned you? And you shouldve known and been careful and not been with me? Thats pretty heavy, pretty sucky, pretty harsh. But Im not calling. Oh and believe me, as much as youd like to believe that thats what I want, youre wrong. Im dying to call, well I was before I got on here and read all that. But if Ive learned anything, its that you have to be strong or else you'll get stepped all over. Cant give in. Besides, youre the one who didnt wana talk to me, the one who hung up on me. So its not my problem. You gotta be bad You gotta be bold You gotta be wiser You gotta be hard You gotta be tough You gotta be stronger