Well. Not that this day had any hopes of being normal, but it turned out as close as it could have gotten. Actually its not over yet, coz my dad just got home from work and we're making him a birthday dinner and having cake afterwards! ((Yes, at 12:30! Coz he works nights!)) --- Josh came over when he got off of work [only for about an hour though] and so that helped some. I just ♥ the way that I somehow get shoved into things all the time. I didnt do anything. So just remember that when youre pushing one of your best friends away. ((Well someone whos tried to be)) Sigh.
Theres a light on in Chicago. And I know I should be home. And all the colors of the street lights. They remind me of a pick up truck out in front of your neighbors house.
. . . .
both mentally and physically.
stupid.
hurt.
dumb.
irritated.
tired.
stupid.
worthless.