I feel like crap today. I need to lose weight. I need some new clothes. I need to look prettier. I need to make more friends. I need to be happier. I need a freaking job! Gosh. Dont you just hate how the undeserving people in the world get everything? Nice guys (or girls) really do finish last. And thats such a disappointing revelation to have. : (. I just dont know what I am going to do with myself and my life. I have no direction. I have no future. I have no goals. Gosh. I am so screwed. My life is going nowhere. Sigh. I need to go and be depressed for awhile. But its goina be hard coz I cant EAT! ((Coz Im too freaking fat)) This wont mean nothing tomorrow. And thats exactly how Ill make it seem. Coz Im still not sleepin, thinkin Ive crawled home from worse than this. So please, please. Im running out of sympathy. I never said Id take this. Well I never said Id take this lying down. Well she says, come on, come on. Lets just get this over with.