Sigh. Im so sick of being a fat pig. I am really just disgusted with myself.: ( Today so far I ate a chicken patty sandwhich, fries, a little milk thing and like 1/4 of a tea. So hopefully if I dont eat anything else, and I exercise some, it will be okay. From now on, its a salad for me. At least I hope so. I dont know how much longer I can go on like this before I go crazy. Seriously. I already jogged for ten minutes, which isnt much, but does burn 69 calories. Better than nothing right? Oh well Im going to go exercise some more and try not to eat. I dont wana be Anything other than what Ive been trying to be lately.