I just want to start off by saying, that the Steelers rock and they had an awesome season! ♥ my team! I still ♥ Ben and Jerome and Hines and Randle El and all the rest of them! Geez. Things arent really happening exactly as Id like right now. I dont know what I am going to do. But I know one thing for sure, Im going to be a lot smarter about things from now on. Once again Ive found myself believing in things that arent true or even really close, so I hope that I can change that about myself and do a lot better with it. I hate being played like the fool, so no more of it! Second semester, almost there. Cannot wait to get out of this place and its stupidity. I could stay awake, just to hear you breathin... I love you Joshua!