i wish i wasnt so sick. again. : (! i just cant seem to completely get rid of this stupid cold and cough or whatever the heck it is! sigh. new layout. i just feel that way right now. dont ask. man, and i have to work tomorrow! lol. my check is going to be so pathetic. i didnt work at all this past two weeks. and the last week or so of may is pretty much non existent as far as work goes. then the first two weeks of june i have graduation and all of that. oh well. ill just have to make due. -grr- my dad freakin quit his job. for no reason. he just "wasnt happy". yeah well, welcome to the real world? you still have a family to support. and you wana know what hes done since he hasnt been working? laying in bed. all. freaking. day. im not joking. he only got up to eat dinner. other than that hes been watching tv all night. now my mom is going to have to get another job and she might have to work nights. ugh. i hate that. sigh. im goina go call josh. that might make me feel a little bit better.