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: (. i just found out that "blaster master" from the styk figure guestbook is actually a senior from shenango. saying all of those horrible things about me. and as if thats not bad enough, dave and jason both know who it is, and were "right there" when he wrote it. which means they probably joined in. and that also probably means that sami and anna know who it is. and sami just tried to bs with me (before i found this all out) and tell me about how she never really said any of that stuff and how things just got misunderstood and shes sorry and can I please leave her alone. yeah right. since ive done anything. obviously none of them can be trusted. I never should have kidded myself in thinking that they could. oh well. leason learned. it just hurts that somebody so close (a senior from school) would say those things and i didnt even know. what do i do to make people think that? im not any of those things he said and im not like what he said. but i must have done something to give that impression. i feel so stupid right now. how could this have happened? -sigh-
i said somebodys got to take care of him. so i quit school and thats what i did.
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awe sara hunnie! i'm sorry! it wasn't me i swear!! i'll beat 'em up for ya cuz i love ya!!! **MWAH!!**
[Anonymous]
Ahhh. I'm sorry Sara. Our school really sucks... I hate it. And I'm beginning to hate people a lot more.
[Anonymous]
Argh, they are jerks. I tried being nice but that doesn't work. I wanted to just tell them off but I didn't want to make things worse, lol. I hope it all gets better!!!
Really cute diary!!
[Anonymous]
ya know what, i just got back from the wedding so i dont really feel like dealing w/ this shyte, but lemme just say this, 1 yea, i said myself that all i really care about is ryan, and thats because hes the only one thats makin himself worth it. and 2 dont go acting like ur so concerned about me and the way my life is going. cause other actions from you speak a bit louder.
ahh. life sucks.. dont let it get u down. sorry someone told me that quote today.
-rayne
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