Ive been waiting all night just so that I could sit down and watch Everwood and Real World/Road Rules from nine to ten thirty. Now its nine twenty four and Ive already missed almost half of Everwood. And Im such a brat and I cant possibly watch a show that Ive already missed half of. So now the purpose of my night...is no more. I may as well die right now. Why isnt anything working out for me? ((Bratty, melodramatic, stupid, I know. But if you had any idea how frustrated I am with my entire life right now, youd understand why not getting to watch my shows tonight just topped everything else off. So dont judge me. Just dont do anything at all. Just leave me alone.)) ::Im weak, its true. Coz Im afraid to know the answer::