-really really bad day- i have such a headache. and actually, a full body ache. lol. we've been lifting in gym, and so my legs and arms kinda ache from that. : (. my mom is leaving for cali a few days early. actually shes leaving tomorrow! which means -lucky me- a few extra days with my dad in charge. id actually rather die right now. im going to be stuck here babysitting every night while he works and then when he is here hes going to be mean. he actually called my mom at work last night to tell her that "sara is pissing me off". -seriously- he hates me. kelly is rude 24/7 and he used to fight with jess so much and so much worse, but i butt-heads with him a few times and all of a sudden im like the worst daughter in the world and theres some big cause about everything. -what?- i must have missed something though, coz the whole time hes sayin this crap hes drinkin a beer. screw that. -anyplace is better, starting from zero got nothing to lose, maybe we'll make something, me myself i got nothing to prove- im so depressed today. ugh and this freaking headache. i think im getting a sinus infection. boo has one. -see my old mans got a problem he lives with the bottle thats the way it is says his body's too old for workin i say his body's too young to look like his- leave tonight or live and die this way i have to go clean so that when he gets home tonight he might leave me alone. im still comin off of a long hard weekend and i dont think i can take anymore of his crap tonight. -hope everyone else is doing a lot better than i am : )-