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"You wont say I cant, will you?" "No, I think it would be exciting." "Oh youre so sweet. And maybe Id look lovely darling. And be so thin and exciting to you and youll fall in love with me all over again." "Hell, I love you enough now. What do you want to do? Ruin me?" "Yes. I want to ruin you." "Good, thats what I want too."
and i have tried, sara. sigh. i just dont know what to do anymore. i really dont. i tried so hard.