Sigh. Im not feelin too great today. But then again, its never a great feeling to find out that youre apparently a horrible person and everyone hates you. For nothing. So I guess this day was doomed from the start. I cant even see Josh tonight, coz he has to work and then do a show. And tomorrow Styk Figure is recording, but hopefully he will stop by afterwards. I love him. : ) !
things should be better right now.
i really have changed,
im a good person,
i deserve for things to be getting better,
but instead theyre getting worse.