Grrrr. I really get sick of Pizza Joes. It kinda reminds me of another certain "group" of people I dont like, because they never do what they say they will. This sort of goes along those lines. Dude, lately, everytime Josh is scheduled to work, its different. Tonight, he had to work till nine, but he calls me at eight to tell me he has to stay till ten. That same thing happened sometime last week and the first night at their new place he was working till ten but didnt get home till almost eleven. Why do they always do that crap? Isnt someone in that stupid place responsible enough to make out a schedule so that they have enough people all night? Seriously. How do these people run a business but arent even competent enough to know how many people theyll need. And like I said, its not just once or twice. Its happened before, and lately its often. Whatever. So now Im stuck at home babysitting and I cant even talk to Josh. Im tired. Im fat. Im hungry but I cant eat. And Im bored. This night has been horrible. But Sunday I get to out to breakfast with my family, and hopefully that will help us jumpstart this whole rebuilding thing we're apparently trying to do. It would be nice to be a family, even if in order to do that, the people who were hurt ((my mom me keddy casey daniel...everyone but my dad)) have to smile and put the past in the past while the people who did the hurting ((my dad...)) just sort of half continue with their old ways, then so be it. ::And as you walked away ♥ the echo of my words ♥ cut just like a knife ♥ cut so deep it hurt ♥ I held back the tears ♥ held on to my pride and watched you go ♥ I wonder if you ll ever know::