Blah. Im not exactly in the mood for any of this bs today, but I guess you get what you get, right? Sigh. Im goina put an application in to Pizza Joes and see how that whole thing goes. [[Ha ha, that rhymed.]] Hopefully I can just get a job. I need one. And Im getting awfully frustrated with applying everywhere and not getting hired. Its most likely because of the times that I cant work ((have no ride on Friday and Saturday nights)) but if I got hired at Pizza Joes Id be fine. Because whenever Josh works, he can take me, and whenever he doesnt work, he can still take me! Isnt that great news? Lol, but we'll just have to see if I get hired or not. But I have my doubts. [[''♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥'']] Anyways, I did in fact make it for show choir. Im pretty proud of myself for that. The good news ((well for my confidence anyways)) is that she didnt take 30 people she only took 16 and I still made it! So that should be fun. Im surrounding myself with lots of things right now and it feels good. Im not just sitting at home moping. Im in the play and in show choir and Im practicing for Marching Band to go to New York in March and Im trying to get a job. So Im just having a lot of fun right now. ::Ive been watchin your world from afar. And Ive been tryin to be where you are. Ive been secretly fallin apart. Ive seen.