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-sigh- My day wasnt so good. I had to run that stupid mile in gym, then I just felt really sick like all day because of it. Then after school I had to go to KFC to fill out some paperwork so I can start working soon ((lucky me)) and that ended up taking like a half an hour. **But thanks soo much to Johna the Genious for givin me a ride over!** And then Josh was supposed to be home and be able to pick me up to take me home and to play practice, but he wasnt. So I went to play practice. Thoroughly annoying if I do say so myself. Those people can be so stupid. The girls who have like the starring roles ((as far as indians)) are just incompetent and dont really care about this enough. They dont even know the whole dance! I do though, so does Ky and a lot of other girls who are just getting shoved into the background because we're not really loud and annoying and didnt throw ourselves at Rita during auditions. Oh well, but that dancing on top of the mile made me really sore. Plus by the time I got home at seven, I hadnt eaten since noon! I had to wait till dinner to eat ((which was at eight, I know, I know, most of you people eat at like four)). Overall the night finished off okay. Josh picked me up from play practice and took me home and we hung out and ate dinner and watched the new Everwood. Then he helped me burn the trash at ten! And it was cold, but we stood there in the snow looking at the stars and it was really nice! I ♥ him! Seems like people are starting to find love, which is so cute since its almost Valentines Day!
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howd u get thru it?
-rayne
[Anonymous]
awww ty!!
your so nice

:( i wish i could find love....
...ive had my love for a year and half...my first valentines was spent with someone totaly sweet...boy ive had it easy becuase of a certain someone
[Anonymous]
haha you are so welcome!! you know my # if you ever need anything...and i mean anything! :) i mean after all, i am a jerky genious, but you know how being a jerky pig is all about!! haha! j/ping! you know i love you and i'd do anything for you! yay! :)
[Anonymous]
wow. its kinda weird talking about it. and liek reading ur 'story'. cuz i think of that and of the ppl who made it thru. but then my mom or stepdad does something and i just wanna do it more. and i slit my wrists and i feel happy. i dont know its weird.
[Anonymous]
i do but my computers fucked up, so id have to restart it to get on. its 10 pm where i live, i dno where u are but i can get on tomorrow
[Anonymous]
Oh no, it's not your fault! She has just been mean lately, lol. Don't worry about it.
I HATE eatin' dinner at four, then at like 930 I'm hungry again.
[Anonymous]