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by fallout
Sigh. Today is not turning out to be the best day. I just feel kinda crappy and Im worried about that stupid flute part in Bell Carol and Im worried that its goina sound bad at the concert tonight! Ugh. Thank goodness that the weekend is almost here. I cant really take much more of this. Yay! I have snow!! And this snow actually keeps going, it doesnt stop after a few seconds like the other one did. Although those snowflakes were much cuter. Hmm, oh well!! Lol. I might try and look at another code for another kind of snowflakes. Im not too sure yet. Let me know what you guys think though! Coz I think it looks pretty awesome! Grrr. Why do things always end up like this? Guess what? Ben, who is in the 10th grade is getting his girlfriend, whos in the 7th grade a ring for christmas. How lucky for her. ♥eye roll♥
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Lucky girl. And I think that snow is c-u-t-e!
dont you wish you were that lucky??? *cough*

...i do....

:(

im feeling very sad.
i just miss ryan.
alot.


christmas sucks.
i dont want anyone else.
i just want ryan.
thats it.
ever.
always.
who says its not going to happen?

him?

im not stupid, i know you guys are still talking.
because i love him.ill always love him. he has everything ive ever had to give and i cant take that back.because taking it back would be making it all a lie and it wasnt and isnt it so easy for you to tell me to get over it.youve got josh.loyal loving josh.ive got no one.christmas is gonna suck for me.bad.im gona have to think about the fact that i couldve been getting engaged and now my lifes just crap.
im not wasting my life. i just dont want anyone but him. and i need to change, so im changing. id really rather just talk about all this, but im calling ur cell and theres no answer. so much for calling anytime i guess.
Those snowflakes are huge. No, no. Enormous! I think I spelled that wrong but right now it doesn't matter because it's 430 in the morning and I can't quite think. I'ma miss you today in school!!

Talk to you later