Cant stop..getting the craving. I need to do it. But i cant, i swore. But i NEED it. I havent done it in two days. ive never gone two days without it. i need it. i need to find it. just need to pierce it...watch it turn into a dew drop..then a small stream. just watch it flow...flowing. stain my shirt. the intensity of the craving is devouring me. eating me fromt he inside...people around me are just watching me slowly die...because i need to do it. i need to see it. i need to feel it.