ok first off i just want to wish everyone a merry christmas kwanza etc. yeah hm... ok, yesterday i did something i wasnt supposed to do. i spoke to him. and now we're speaking again. but he has a girlfriend. now he says he's confused..:$ damn...he said he loved me...so do i. augh. he told me he knew i never stopped loving him..asshole =P!man...hmm...what do i do now? the funny thing is my entire family hates him, my mom would like to turn him in to the authorities...haha. i told him, "if you truley love someone, you'll let them free" then he told me that he knew the rest of it...Oo "and if they really love you, they'll come back" i almost cried... i never heard the second part to that...augh...i dont know what to do anymore. i just really want to hear his voice..i know i shouldnt but i really want to! damn.. well con amor amor y paz, paola