Listening to: Ashamed- Orgy
Feeling: abnormal
He once had me
By the string
I swung when he waved me
The moment of his hand controlled me
The mind that controlled the hand, dominated me
Happily ignorantly I swung
Smiling and laughing unknowing of the true harm that he had caused
Forward and back forward and back he pulled me
Like a fool I allowed
Fixated by his words I slowly was under his trance
As time passed I fell
I fell under his deep mesmerizing spell
I was no longer breathing
His power began intoxicating me
To a point in which I was no longer breathing
I died
My heart stopped beating
My lungs collapsed
My body became hollow and no longer alive
Despondently I realized of the great deception he had created
He skillfully wove his illusion over my eyes
Blinding me from truth and light
I allowed myself to fall
And now I cant rise
How am I suppose to live when I no longer am alive?
Predestined to fail
Heart full of sorrow dead and dry
I once again begin to realize
Tomorrow is a new day chance to rise
I will succeed and thrive in life
I wont allow for him to keep me down
I will survive
The day has come for me to say a farewell to you and good bye
I hope your life’s pleasures engulf you with sin
So you may receive what you have given
Forever you will be damned of the memory of me
The trance that you once had that mesmerized me
Haunting you for an eternity
My memory will devour you alive and never let you free
So good luck and have fun
For when I die
You’ll be doomed…. and ,babe you’ll die
-paola
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