i feel anxious, i dont know whats going to happen. and when i dont know i get all..ugh... i started the fags up...and im trying to quit. haha hmm..tried everything..well about everything. music, writing, drawing coloring! jeez...ive got to stop. ha all this once again because of him. jeez, after this one..im going les :p kidding. nah, i dont go that way. im going to be alone for awhile. give me time to think and recollect my memories. perhaps ill be enlightened? -_-.. i dun kno.. oh well. con amor. amor y paz paola