grounded?...ha....sorry not going to give in. nope. i said i was staying solo so i will. sure there were a couple of temptations these three days..but no. i wont give in so easily. nope, not going to happen. i believed the day i read your words again were never going to arrive. hmpfft they did. and you know what? you're a friend. nothing more and nothing less. no emotion is going to be directed towards you. no. and thats right, not even anger or grief! ha! true love once...but never again! the heart can only be battered for so long! ha! oh and theres more!! ha more! he imed me lol. my ex. i guess that we're ok. yup! funny thing! i dun car! muahaha! a very close friend of mine...might not get married to his love after all. she's racist...and he's a coward...=/ this isnt cool.. i feel terrible because he worked so hard for her. he does everything he can to please her...everything! ...im going to convince her to changer her mind about his family hopefully ...hopefully she gets enlightened.. well good luck to me i dont like my new honors teacher. he's too involved and he fears nothing. he knows what he's going to do...and i guess that scares me. all my other english teachers feared all. they depended on books and notes...but this one...he doesnt he independent..its scares me. i dont know...ha i sound like a dominatrix. i say that because i fear a person because they're confident. ha... man...this is the first time this has ever happened. i fear him also because of his intellect and his control he has over himself. he can control himself... he has dislexia and he's one of the best english teachers in the valley... that kind of strength...is really admirable..but instead of doing so i fear him..-_- i dont know...augh well con amor. amor y paz, paola