You cant begin to comprehend the affection I feel The value you are for me is of great magnitude I once believed you the worst being Wrong, I looked for compassion and affection From others with hidden intentions When all I had to do was speak with you I refused Ignorant and blind I went on believing you were never mine That what we had was never there In my eyes it disappeared Like the mist of a hazy day The crowds watch the vapor float away Rock bottom Catastrophic happenings Caught in the act of adultery I looked for a way out An escape route And found your face imprinted in me Forever you were at my side Not knowing a way to show it The sweet tender affection you had hidden from me Neglected, I once believed I was Mistreated, by those with rouges I finally found harmony In your arms, with you I finally discovered what pure intentions you had in store for me Hold me Hug me Confront me Help me understand Allow me to get to know you Be happy Be glad, never a sign of desperation in your eyes All that you wanted for me Listed above Damned I am of my memories Wishing I had never done anything I loathe myself for what I did Yet you continue to show clean affection I love you Overused and abused by many The word love is now nothing Help me now bring it back to life Assist it in spreading its wings Show it how to be pure again And never…ever…mistreat it again -paola