deprived of my will to go on i struggles to allow my overpowering emotion to surmount me without thought i bleed i bleed all the feelings that were once felt for you i need to be left to myself...i must gather my thoughts tension allowing all that was once good to me to fade throwing up all the wonderful things you once said i look at the colorful puddle and smile to see that your passion once lingered in me my soul vacant my heart broken left i am...a souless doll sitting in her plastic case standing there in her tiny clothes with a plastic nose smiling..never stop smiling she cant smile for the people watch them wave she's only there for show...so they wont throw her away never blink never cry no...she must not she cannot feel she has no need shes pretty in pink and always smiling her face is as still as stone no need for feeling?! cant anyone understand! comprehend!!!?!?! dont cry for her dont laugh at her she's fine just fine smiling and waving! watching people pass by! she's fine! shes fine!!! -paola