Yeah so I just heard, my brother went to the doctors today just to see what was causing him to be so ill and in pain.. They couldn't do anything for him and sent him to the hospital.. They think it's his heart.. Go figure right?.. I don't know anything else about the matter I was just told.. Going to the doctors and get put in a hospital.. isn't that kinda bad? I knew something like this would happen to him, such a idiot. I blame myself fully for this, If I'd just have pushed him into moving and doing things more.. but.. The adults here are angry with him.. Hows it his fault when they keep him inside all fucking day to watch a old man! It's not fair to blame him! I wish I had the guts to really say what I wanted to them.. though I told the stepmom point blank.. 'Its your fault to you know.. you never take us anywhere.. never to a park or anything.' She of course went back to blaiming my older brother and Ignored me. If he comes out alright I'm kicking his sorry ass, he can't leave me because he's all I've got left. I just hope it turns out to be some kinda bad gas or something.. Owari.