Is to let someone swim in my pool of tears. Yeah I'm such a whine bag only when I'm alone, all I do is cry and curl up on my bed and pull the blankets over my head and pitty myself beyond believe. I'm tired of my dad picking on me, I'm tired of Mathew all together, I'm tired of my friends not being friends, always busy. I'm tired of not being able to work for a living because no one wants me. Soon that should change in less then three months. I'm tired of not sleeping. I can't sleep anymore and it's driving me up the wall, I can lay down and sleep for an hour but that's about it, and I want more then an hour can give me. I'm tired of crying, eating, breathing, hearing, seeing and being alive. I'm just so fucking tired of it, it's pathetic. Owari.