Listening to: You don't wanna know
I drove, down this midnight peacefull road, I watched the headlights blinding my sight shifting me from the white line.
I remember thinking ' I'm going to go, everythings going to be alright'
Driving for so long I started to forget where I was going. I was just thinking how lovely the night sky makes this road shine,
I was asked to be there, to visit his room.
He wanted me there for a while.
As I approached the door walking on through, my body tensed the smell of a hospital was just too much.
I thought about it and just went on. It was for him, because he asked me to be there.
As we went to the upper floor, the elevator made me dizzy, how it moved so quickly like a snap.
I got myself together and walked the white halls. It sent shivers down my spine but I did it.
I moved into a room seeing so many sick people. It made me sad.
I entered his room, he looked so happy to see me. He looks so sad too.
I moved in and waves to him giving him my best smile. I said Hello. And then we talked, talked about his breakfast and how lucky he was getting pankcakes. I asked him what he had for dinner, he said turkey.
Of course when it was time to leave I didn't want to go, and the look on his face hurt me so, he looked like a child wishing for someone to hold him and stay by his side.
But he will be coming home tomorrow if everything is fine...
What sweet love I have for him. What a sweet love he has for me.
I love my brother so.
Owari.
:)
marie.