I don't know.. I feel kinda g ood about my self.. dispite this flu I've just got.. I could strip down right now and still be burning hot yet get cold a few moments after.. Achy, headachy, stomachy, weakness in body. Oh yeah.. sleepy.. nasty.. so lovely. My half brother is being a pain in the ass.. I'm ignoring him again and he's trying to piss me off.. hard to do when I never show it.. Either way.. I've become a huge dick. I want to blame it on my sickness but it's not going to work.. I should be able to control my temper.. I watched something a good week ago about how violent children are made.. kinda.. I'm not violent.. but I scare myself at all my thoughts and how I hurt myself.. But anyway..-sighs-.. with everything going on I never have much time to update.. Hopefully someone will call me and tell me I have a job. Owari..