I've been in the hospital for a while, because I was well.......anyway. I'm getting better thats all that matters, Lifes not looking up and it's not looking down on me either, it's somewhere inbetween where it just stares straight ahead. I'm confused about life, this is the point where I decide things for myself, I don't think I'm ready for this. I don't think anyone is really but I don't wanna grow up and figure out what life has for me because as closer and closer as it gets the further and further I wanna get away from it. But I realise I can't run away from everything, I can't turn around and walk away like I always did, this is gonna be my start of life. And I'm gonna have to accept it, good and bad. Such is life. Such is shit. Owari.