Can I die this way

Listening to: Bjork - unravel
So.. I was told..this may be Generic.. I may have it as well.. once they get my brother through his biopsy..(I think it's spelled) They'll be able to tell.. Meaning if it is, I've got it. Or I may have it. Do you know how depressing this is? I mean.. I just heard what they do to you.. it make me want to throw up. The adults said if he's got it their making me go in and get a biopsy to see if I have it as well. This is absaultly nerve racking. I didn't sleep much, I haven't eaten in a few days.. I busted my toe open pretty good this morning.. I was bleeding all over the kitchen floor. I can't go to the hospital to see my brother, I'm terrified to find out if it really is going to come to me too. This is all my mothers fault, stupid bitch. I know it came from her, she's such a fucked up drug user. Or was, whatever I don't know. I think I'm going to go curl up and shrivel into a well baked prune that feels like shit. Owari
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sickle cell runs in my family--my aunt died of it when she was fifteen. i can understand your fear of having an inherited disease, and i hope your test results come back negative.

marie.