Listening to: Bjork - unravel
So.. I was told..this may be Generic.. I may have it as well.. once they get my brother through his biopsy..(I think it's spelled) They'll be able to tell..
Meaning if it is, I've got it. Or I may have it.
Do you know how depressing this is? I mean.. I just heard what they do to you.. it make me want to throw up.
The adults said if he's got it their making me go in and get a biopsy to see if I have it as well.
This is absaultly nerve racking.
I didn't sleep much, I haven't eaten in a few days.. I busted my toe open pretty good this morning..
I was bleeding all over the kitchen floor.
I can't go to the hospital to see my brother, I'm terrified to find out if it really is going to come to me too.
This is all my mothers fault, stupid bitch.
I know it came from her, she's such a fucked up drug user. Or was, whatever I don't know.
I think I'm going to go curl up and shrivel into a well baked prune that feels like shit.
Owari
marie.