Sooo..mhm.. Not sure about anything anymore, one day the adults are pissed off because we could lose our house, now everythings back to normal? What's going on..? Why doesn't anyone tell me anything? And tell me why my stupid dad has to be such a fucking pervert?! CAN He go one day without doing something rude. 'Crystal wanna feel my egg nipples?!' 'Crystal, my ass is frozen.' I ask him why he feels he has to tell me these things and he says ' I just figured you'd care' All sarcasticaly may I add. And just to let him gain a point ' Yeah right..'. Point gained to him, Point lost from me. I'm hungry.. eating Ramen all the time is making me sick, but I continue to eat it I don't care if eating ramen could kill me if I don't eat anything else, It's good, it's only five minutes to cook on the stove and did I mention it's yummy? Bah.. I've started to give up on drawing, I'm just not in the mood anymore, and cutting. All these lovely scars are just what they are. Scars.. Mhm. I haven't cut in a good while..not with what happened last time.. Cut too deep, ripped the skin up and let it hang off my arm..Sounds good don't it? It wouldn't stop bleeding for about a day..or two, just opening and closing you know.. just to tell me to stop already. I have.. for now. Uhm.. Something good to type about..is.. -Looks left, looks right - Well that's hard to say.. I am an Insomniac, everyone here knows it, I'll stay up till five or six in the morning go to bed sleep for a few hours wake up around nine or eight and then take one or two naps. Lulu always sometimes calls when I'm napping and it gets me all confused. But I'm always online half the time, Waste my life here because I still don't have one, can't find one. I will someday though, someday soon bet-cha. now I'm going to go eat because my tummy is growling at me. Owari.