I'm sick as hell, always sick as hell. Though no one cares, and I hate doctors, Blah. I'd rather suffer then go to one. Let's see something interesting to talk about here. I hate everyone. Don't know why I guess it's a weird mood, I've been working on this puzzle which is pretty awesome it's keeping my mind busy so I won't be doing anything I shouldn't be doing which right now I'm so tempted. I wanna cut, and you know what, I could care fucking less if the whole world knew about it. It's comfort and that is something hard to explain to anyone who thinks otherwise. SooooooooOOOOOOOoooOOOOOOOOoo I'm actually thinking about going to the doctor soon to see if I'm dying or not. I'll be happy if I am. Then I'll just come home and shoot myself in the head to end it all. Bleh.. anyway I guess that's about it for now because I'm bored and want to go back to my puzzle. Owari.