I need to vent, my worst and old nightmares are coming back to haunt me again, I don't know what happened, I don't know how he snapped but it happened, yes. It happened once more. Alot of people who used to read my entry when I first started here a while ago knows of my younger half brother, Mathew. Yes, Mathew. He's 17 years old, not 16 not 15 not 10. But 17, he's got a girlfriend who he is going to visit in may, yes may. -Ache ache- Last night, yes last night..he blew up when my little cousin had one soda, just one single soda and threw the biggest fit ever known to man kind I swear I thought he was going to stab someone with how he was screaming and stomping around like some little baby. I went in and found out what happened and things lead to things, I'll admit, I may have gotten abit too worked up from it because Mathew had no right to scare my little cousin like that, but I find out while going pee ..hehe, uhm that he's lying to his g/f on the phone..okay? He's over doing things calling me the bad guy, telling her I did this, and I did that which I really didn't. I just told my cousins that if he ever hits him again to just..go to their aunt and uncle. I really don't know why he took it out of the truth like that, to make himself look like a good guy to his girlfriend? The sad thing is, I know I have a temper but I've kept it down really well over the years, and Mathew can't control it. He's nearly hurt me and my older brother, his younger and older brother too from it. But no one cares, no one seems to notice, I'm sick of it. I can't wait to leave and move off somewhere safe, somewhere, where I don't have to hear this anymore..everyone is excited about him leaving in may, This morning I was just being silly, I was singing loudly to the sound the phone was ringing to and Mathew stomps in yells at us for not answering it, one, We didn't know who it was, two it's not like he wanted to answer it either, he just wanted to come in and start a fight. So me being stupid and yes I know it was a bit of my fault too I started to hum it again, and I swear he said something like "If you don't shut up I'm going to break your face in" x___x wow talk about violence anyone? I can't wait till my boyfriend comes here and just takes me somewhere away from here. I know I'm asking for a bit too much and being as old as I am I should be more mature, and I am to a point but when someone threatens my older brother and lies about me and him behind our backs..It's just..pushing my little buttons too much, I wish I could tell his girl just what she was getting herself into, but that's a bit hard when she'd probably turn against me with all the trust she has in him..so I'll let her learn the hard way and everything. But..Yeah Me and Mathew aren't on good terms anymore, I don't like his lies about things that happen in here and I don't like when he talks about us over the phone adding in his own little stories to make him look better.. -Sigh- I hope a truck runs over him and he is never able to reproduce and no one loves him. (Okay that's a bit too harsh, but I need to vent.))