sarah got green day tickets. brought back bad memories. dont like to be remember them. all those promises. i dont like to think about it. but i cant quit thinking. everything he promised me. he lied to me. told me hed take me to a concert. never did. mom said we would go to the green day concert, but now she says i cant go. just like he said. he took eveything from me. made me hate myself. told me things that hurt. want emily. she made me feel good about myself. bad thoughts. dont want to be here. cant take it any longer. need her to help me. wish i was happy again. cant think right. bad things going through my mind. want some one to not break their promise. wish i could go to the concert. but i know i cant. dont want to go to school tomarrow. its going to be like it was before. hate feeling alone. want my life back. want my friends back. i hate this feeling of emptyness. want someone that will understand. i dont want my feelings to hurt me anymore, like they did before i had sarah and my other friends and emily. dont want to type anymore.