im a whore and every word that is bad for a girl to be called. dylen wont talk to me, niether will sarah. sarah doesnt love me anymore. or at least it seems like it. have a 2 liter bottle of moutain dew, so i will be happy later on tonight. going insane, but thats normal for me. cant spell. learned about Edger Allan Poe. going to find "Raven" and read it, even though i have all ready read it a dozen times. it makes me happy. found out he had a horrible life just like me. loved that. dont like the fact that he married his cousin, but hey i would marry anyone that can make me happy. even my friend sarah. dont know why i bother to think. it just leads to even more horrible thoughts. going to go do something. ttfn.