Maybe if I wasn’t as nice and naive I would better off. Tonight I was about to tell my best friend Mike that I loved him, that I was sorry for all the times I hurt him and that I wanted to be the best friends we pretend we are, but as I was about to hit the IM enter button he signed off…the right things never seen to get said…another one to add to the box. Last night as I was leaving for Young to go to bed Johnny sat me down and made me tell him all I was thinking and feeling- I told him I had feelings for him-he grabbed my face and we kissed and talked for an hour..then I slept like a baby :-)