I guess Ronnie and I have been having "issues" lately, but thankfully we talked last night (Thursday) and really addressed things. If things continue the way they were, we wouldn't last long and Ronnie made that clear last night. I got upset, but when do I not? I think talking about things made "it" better. So far today we've been pretty happy go lucky (as Ronnie describes it) and well I like things being the way they are. My mom wants to come down to Mass and see me Sunday because its my birthday- I'll feel bad if she does or doesn't come down so I'm not sure what the best move is with that whole situation. I've been getting more pressing towards Ronnie about quitting smoking- I can tell it's bothering him. Not only does he vocally say to "cut it out", but that I'm making him "not want to quit because" I'm pushing it so much. I don't mean to be pushy...well maybe I do, but my motive is just because I want whats best for Ronnie. I know I don't have a right to decide that...but I can't help it sometimes I know medically it's better for him and then he could save money..etc. School starts soon and I'm really excited- my new room- new classes- new life. It'll be a good time I'm sure of it. I'll make sure of it.