Almost fell asleep during my last class -- I hate subs, they get nothing done. Today is kind of dragging on and it's only 10:45 in the morning- thats a bad hit. Having a single would be heaven right now. My room is the only place Ronnie and I have and we don't really have that either. Him and I want to get a place but since I'll be interning, studying abroad etc. it's just not practical to move somewhere. Ok I'll be 100% honest right now: Ronnie was sleeping in my bed last night, I was doing something on the computer and Caroline was studying for a mid term she had the next day (today). Caroline whispered to me "what time is he leaving cause remember I do I have a midterm tomorrow". So I then woke him up and told him he had to go if he was just to sleeping.I took her asking when he was leaving as a hint to say "I want him to leave now". Ronnie left- mad at me somewhat (cause he wasn't making any noise) then Caroline studied for a whole of 5 more minutes and didn't look at her book for the rest of the night. Pisses me off- he was sleeping- not a big deal. I feel like this sums things up with some of my friends ~Misery loves company~ Also something thats happened a few times recently that I just feel like calling it what it is- bullshit. Friends make plans about 2 weeks in advance, they talk about it about twice a day -- I don't bother inviting myself bc 1/2 the time they'll complain I hang out with Ronnie too much (newsflash- he doesn't give me crap 24/7). So then the night before for a few days before one friend will casually just be like "oh you should come". I don't need half-hearted invites from friends and I'm not going to give you an answer because that'll just make you shake your head and think - see she never hangs out anymore-No I'm just interested in hanging out with fake people. Another thing-- complaining and self-pity doesn't do anything but make me not want to be around you. I mean in general anyone who complains 100% of the time- thats fucking annoying. With that said- I'm going to go grab a bite to eat and then off to my last class before I hang out with my friend Becca!! (who is completely kick-ass by the way. Jealous people need to myob Misery needs to stop trying to get my company ~Jack I'm going to call you this weekend lovely- we need to "make things right".