Listening to: Akon\'s
Feeling: reborn
Went out to dinner with Ron and Dave last night. I think I was slightly worried that Dave wouldn't like me and then Ron might not see me because the two of them are so close, but I think it went fine. Dave is really cool to hang out with--Doesn't beat my baby, but he's still nice. After dinner we went to where else- Walmart: I bought the fifth season of Dawson's Creek. Then we watched Vanilla Sky in my room and called it a night. Ron bought me the cutest rose made out of feathers :-) Sweetheart...
There is a guy in the room next to me who's really creeping me out. I've played pool with him before and he seems nice enough and I kind of brush off what people say about him. He's a little too friendly for my liking and he makes me feel so uncomfortable. Yesterday after Ron left he invited me over to just talk and have company. Talking was nice--I like learning about where other people come from and he's not from the states so it was interesting to here how he felt about this country. Well we ended up dancing to Spanish music-nothing major, but then he pulled me near him and kissed my neck--I freaked. I pushed him away and said I had to go and went back to my room and changed faster than I ever have before, texted Ron and told him I was getting off campus (didn't exactly say why) and left campus. This guy always words things and it makes me feel horrible--I just wish he could handle being friends instead of hitting on me. Now I'm like avoiding him which is hard since he lives right next door...just a weird situation. I didn't really want Ron and Dave to leave last night because I knew he would come around when they left...and he did and I think when I was watching the movie he knocked and then opened my door...just weirding me out and I don't like it.
Not sure what I should do, if I should do anything. I mean I figure he doesn't know I have a boyfriend-which I do and I adore him so it just made me feel guilty that I was put in a situation with another guy-a situation I didn't want.It's also hard because people can't really know about Ron and I because of his job and such, but I feel like I need to say something so that guy knows to stop acting this way around me..ok I'm done... I need to go shower before work at 12:30-I feel like I should say something to Ron...but I don't know how to talk to him about some things-Still feeling him out and how he thinks-he's a toughie....grr ok I'm really going this time-- Try not to miss me too much while I'm gone.
~Liz
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