This force drives me to write-share-grow-defend-love-be alive... or am I in love with a shadow and a thought that doesn't exist?? How can I just walk away from you....well I can't. You're the only one who really knew me at all.. ok so i havent told you about this guy yet, so I figured I should share a bit. You know those corny websites where you can rate people?...oh yeah I'm on one of them-definitly ups the cool status..not so much... right..anyways. ive managed to talk to a really nice and normal guy named Ryan. Hes currently in Iraq (mixed feelings about this-wont go into detail) and hes actually in the same place as my uncle. Thankfully neither of them were hurt during that dining-hall situation. Like I was saying-hes normal and really attractive to boot. Been talking to him lately and he seems like such a sweet guy-I wont mention meeting him bc I dont want to become the weirdo girl, but honestly he seems really great, but it seems like the person hes with (or was with not exactly sure) doesn't see the amazing person he is. Well...I should be going bio lab in 15 minutes..thanks for listening. ~Liz